Here We Go Again

Well we are about to get hit by another snow storm. I can't believe this winter! It has been horrible. I won't stop snowing. I am over it.

I am in such a pattern that when I am going to get snowed in - I buy all kinds of junk, comfort food. I know its horrible, but I also know that I am not the only one. Everyone seems to do this. But it is not helping me to get back on schedule.

I am really having serious issues with sugar right now. My addiction has taken OVER!! And I am letting it. I wanted to lose 10lbs this month and it doesn't seem like I will be doing that. I know I need to be more optimistic. That is part of my problem. I have lost the weight before and I have taken control of my life before. I know I can do this. And I know how great I feel when I am in control.

At this point, my sugar highs are more powerful than the feeling I have of being in control and losing weight. I just have to stop. Stopping tomorrow always ends up being pushed off and pushed off. I need to start now.

I will not put it off anymore!!