Friday Night

I am really, really jonesing for additional food tonight. Friday's are typically the beginning of my weekend long bingeing. I am not going to let that happen tonight. I had to log on and write about it thought because all I can think about right now is food. I have plenty of other things to do tonight, but I am so focused on the kitchen.

I am not going to give in tonight. My change occurred on Monday night and I am not going to let it fall apart now. I have been abstinent for 5 days. That is a HUGE deal and I am very proud of myself. I am not going to let it fall apart now.

I already feel better after writing this small blog. It's amazing what a few written out words can do.

I am strong!